Well, since not many know about this blog since the one that is always publicized is babybloom27.blogspot.com......of which since it went commercial..i cant post anything touchy or personal in ther as it is being reviewed 'PRO's'.
So, Ive gone thru quite a bit and have survived not blogging about it..and well..i dont feel entirely at peace since its bottled up inside me..il spill as much as i can remember. no promises on perfect spelling or sentence structure..:) NONE of this are in the right order
1. Well, as many of did not know..some time ago..Shankar and I did get back together for the billionth time..but it didnt work out and as expected, i wasnt really dissapointed because i expected him to let me down.ud think that he would change but no..he was still the same old person i knew back then..i did learn my lesson bt being one that has a soft spot for him and the fact that he has never has a girl who would stick around for him as a person i decided to do him a favour..being in a relationship out of pity is the worst thing one can do...ur not doing u nor the other party a favour being in the relationship..best to just leave them be...and haha..there is not relationship of ''friends'' with ur ex..coz there's just way too much familiarity and comfort zone.
2. As many of you know...Dhinesh ditched us last year or was it the previous at prom..THE WORST POSSIBLE leader i could have ever come across..that aside..Alvin my cousin, the one i contacted to ask to bring in 3 bands for us for 3k..which is cheap..bt since D left and another women took over,she made me cancel the deal we had with alvin after making him come out to meeting and to view the place with us...and I feel bad for putting him thru all that trouble..but it wasnt in my hands that when it came to decision making THE WOMEN called the shots..and she reqeusted that they be canceled..
So some cousins flew in from kuching and there was a party at Alvin's house, and it was still awkward with him around..see how friends can ruin your relationship..well im still glad i dont talk to dhinesh anymore..he was a nice person..bt a perfectionist and im not one..im simple..go with the flow kinda person..happy go lucky..:) i hope Alvin does at somepoint forgive me for all that happened..im sorry! i wish i called the shots..bt i dont..and i didnt..
3. Some of knew i went to Hong Kong for a week and it was fun at the beginning and a mishap happened..dad had a hypoglycemic attack at on the day we were suppose to return..was the most scary thing i have ever been thru..and i know i can never tell anyone hw scary it was to almost loose my dad.. and dad went to india a mid december 2011..and i wrote a letter and put in his bag as none of us family were going..i did it with good intentions and faith..that should something happen to him while someone was looking for his identity the would find this letter and know what to do..but..he had nting but critisisms about the letter..i duno why but he is jus...vicious!!..urgh..
4. it was a couple of days before christmas...22nd to be exact..when mum and i had a tiff..she accused me of having feelings for my uncle??seriously??wth kinda sick person would i be??..mother of god!!.. and i told her..i dont wna talk about anyone that doesnt concern me..i dont wna bitch about people..i just want to mind my own bisnes but she just wanted to pick a fight with me..just the frustration of having to listen to he parents while they were in singapore and she just gets so egitated no apparent reason and she takes it out on me all the time since im at home...i honestly dont know whats the deal with her..but she asked me to stay at home for a month and not go to work which is unfair and she complains when she has to give me money to go to my events for the sake of my blog that i get invited to...everything is just so hard!!!
5. Leo seems to be back..i dunt noe whats the deal with him he says she gurl he was after used him and so now he wants a second chance..asked me out to lunch but hun...i dont plan on repeating my mistakes..i may and might date random guys proly even sleep with some but never am i gona settle down with any one of them...im gona get hurt at the end..so why bother?
6. i dont feel like blogging anymore and i wna go back to studying but u know its so hard having to answer the world when errbadi is so bothered about what ur doing with your life..but i dont know if my dad would pay for me to go back..cz..haih..long story la..im so tired..the post of how christmas and my birthday will be coming out today being the last day of 2011...i hope u read it...xoxo...thank you..see u soon...
So, Ive gone thru quite a bit and have survived not blogging about it..and well..i dont feel entirely at peace since its bottled up inside me..il spill as much as i can remember. no promises on perfect spelling or sentence structure..:) NONE of this are in the right order
1. Well, as many of did not know..some time ago..Shankar and I did get back together for the billionth time..but it didnt work out and as expected, i wasnt really dissapointed because i expected him to let me down.ud think that he would change but no..he was still the same old person i knew back then..i did learn my lesson bt being one that has a soft spot for him and the fact that he has never has a girl who would stick around for him as a person i decided to do him a favour..being in a relationship out of pity is the worst thing one can do...ur not doing u nor the other party a favour being in the relationship..best to just leave them be...and haha..there is not relationship of ''friends'' with ur ex..coz there's just way too much familiarity and comfort zone.
2. As many of you know...Dhinesh ditched us last year or was it the previous at prom..THE WORST POSSIBLE leader i could have ever come across..that aside..Alvin my cousin, the one i contacted to ask to bring in 3 bands for us for 3k..which is cheap..bt since D left and another women took over,she made me cancel the deal we had with alvin after making him come out to meeting and to view the place with us...and I feel bad for putting him thru all that trouble..but it wasnt in my hands that when it came to decision making THE WOMEN called the shots..and she reqeusted that they be canceled..
So some cousins flew in from kuching and there was a party at Alvin's house, and it was still awkward with him around..see how friends can ruin your relationship..well im still glad i dont talk to dhinesh anymore..he was a nice person..bt a perfectionist and im not one..im simple..go with the flow kinda person..happy go lucky..:) i hope Alvin does at somepoint forgive me for all that happened..im sorry! i wish i called the shots..bt i dont..and i didnt..
3. Some of knew i went to Hong Kong for a week and it was fun at the beginning and a mishap happened..dad had a hypoglycemic attack at on the day we were suppose to return..was the most scary thing i have ever been thru..and i know i can never tell anyone hw scary it was to almost loose my dad.. and dad went to india a mid december 2011..and i wrote a letter and put in his bag as none of us family were going..i did it with good intentions and faith..that should something happen to him while someone was looking for his identity the would find this letter and know what to do..but..he had nting but critisisms about the letter..i duno why but he is jus...vicious!!..urgh..
4. it was a couple of days before christmas...22nd to be exact..when mum and i had a tiff..she accused me of having feelings for my uncle??seriously??wth kinda sick person would i be??..mother of god!!.. and i told her..i dont wna talk about anyone that doesnt concern me..i dont wna bitch about people..i just want to mind my own bisnes but she just wanted to pick a fight with me..just the frustration of having to listen to he parents while they were in singapore and she just gets so egitated no apparent reason and she takes it out on me all the time since im at home...i honestly dont know whats the deal with her..but she asked me to stay at home for a month and not go to work which is unfair and she complains when she has to give me money to go to my events for the sake of my blog that i get invited to...everything is just so hard!!!
5. Leo seems to be back..i dunt noe whats the deal with him he says she gurl he was after used him and so now he wants a second chance..asked me out to lunch but hun...i dont plan on repeating my mistakes..i may and might date random guys proly even sleep with some but never am i gona settle down with any one of them...im gona get hurt at the end..so why bother?
6. i dont feel like blogging anymore and i wna go back to studying but u know its so hard having to answer the world when errbadi is so bothered about what ur doing with your life..but i dont know if my dad would pay for me to go back..cz..haih..long story la..im so tired..the post of how christmas and my birthday will be coming out today being the last day of 2011...i hope u read it...xoxo...thank you..see u soon...
